i finished high school!! wohoo!! really its something to celebrate! congratulations myself you managed to get through all those crap, like everything about school is crap but oddly i think i will miss school but not too much just a little probably. gah im so relieved now but this feeling will not last longer because that means i am one step closer to adulthood fuh sounds scary. i have to find my own money i have to support myself at one time one day for the rest of my life then i will have a family and it will become harder, life will just get harder and harder. but college; i dont even know if i will further my studies and if i can am i ready enough can i trust myself to not give up half way?  because honestly ive thought of quiting school for so many times you just have no idea.

this is supposed to be a celebration post but sorry i cant just pretend i dont have any worries.

nabihah, heres to more crap to come i hope you are ready for it.